wow! Today marks e last day of 2008. This 2008 given me happiness,unhappiness too. But hope 2009 will give me a better year! Be it in family, relationships, friends. :) This year i had became Mrs Toh n Mummy Toh! E very 1yr to celebrate xmas cum baby shower together, not to forget 2009 chinese new year, baby rayaan is 2mths old le. :) Hubby might not be e romantic type but he is down to earth type. He have planning in many things. Especially financials. He's e type tat he worked hard to earn, save money is for our future. :) Am so xin fu to have him as hubby. A gd man, gd fren, gd soul mate etc. There's so many gd abt him. Although sometimes i do throw temper at him, he will always do a pattern tat make me smile n i cool down. N guess wat? I pinch his nipples. Haha.. I guess tis is our lovey dovey issues. Haha From 2009,every festivals get to celebrate with my hubby, n baby rayaan. :) As baby cant get near to my doggie,Mr Benben cos he's having sensitive nose like me n hubby. But hopefully once, our lovenest is build le.. Baby big le den will fetch mr benben to stay in. But have to see my bros they all let me have him not. :) Hubby have been superb busy in sailing. So we 3 treasure n cherish e moments when he comes back. :) hubby will always kiss me gd bye,gd night even now im superb shag in takin care baby. Sometimes i will give him a surprise hug n say, can u apply pain relief cream on my back,shoulders,arms? He will give me a face n i will pitch him again. Haha but not hard de la. Play play only. He really no temper de. What more can i ask for. Just 3 of us will do! I thanks God for giving me such a charming,healthy baby rayaan :) i wish my family, friends,foe,will have a better 2009 yr ahead. Do not think abt 2008 whatever had happened in ya life, bcos life is wonderful, we still have many things to do, more obstacles to cross n to get by. Do appreciate those who have hurt u to make u stronger, those who have make u cry, to make u see clearer who they are,bcos once we wipe our tears, time n days is still counting, Why must us cry n feel hurt by them? So i always thank those who hurt me bcos i have a clearer picture of who they are. My mummy n aunts had been supportive by sending me sms ,call me. Bcos they doted me. Thanks my gals,sisters.. Yinyan sister,sarah sister,from enemy became bestie mummy grace, my sweet bestie,jingwen, always so caring de angeline. :) many many more. A BIG BIG THANK YOU! LOVES U ALL! :) (DO LEAVE ANY WISHES,ANY WORDS TO SAY IN MY TAG BOARD BCOS TODAY MARKS E LAST DAY OF 2008!) :)

my baby :)

Today, went to polyclinic for baby Rayaan's 2nd dos injection for hep B. Now baby is 1mth 5days only but he is weight at 5kg, e nurse even say wow,he is tall, his head is big bcos it 97% over 100%. Haha..ytd baby didnt wan to slp, so mummy tat is me n him stayed from 11.30pm till 5am den he slp. My whole left arm is superb SUAN! ACHING! I cried bcos of some family matters too. It making me very Fan! I think i have Post Natal Blues! So mummy Grace have told me to relax n think wat is e best decision shld be. Another thing is, i put baby on Yao Lan. Initially, baby didnt really wanna slp in, but after yao him abt 10 to 15mins, he's ready to slp. But maybe bcos he not use to it, so i yao him for 30mins to 1hr den he slp. N me? Faster get ready my pillow n bolster n grab my slp with him la. My friends told me baby 3mths old den will make a different btw mrnin, noon n night time slp routine. So this 3mths is superb shag for me. Whatever it is to be, i will be strong n tk gd care of my baby. It's all worth it bcos he's my hubby n me precious! Jia You! :)

baby rayaan

i had been superb shag n tired there few days. Baby rayaan dunno y once he's deep in sleeping already, i put him on bed, he cries. Den i have to carry him n pat him very long. Afternoon, or midnight e same. I only get to rest for 1 to 2hrs only. Im so afraid i will pat him till i slp! Sometimes no choice but to call my mummy up n help me. Really appreciate my mummy helps so much! Now baby is lying on my chest, so cute of him. But dunno how long later can put him on bed.? Hmmm.. Anyway, gd day to all! thank you jialong n my pretty gal, karine for this gift. Its so nice! :)
here are photos of my precious prince, there few day! Really grow alots. Hehe.. Our darling boy! Daddy mummy love u !

Today, bath my darling boy! :) he love bathing! When he 3mths im gg Ps to enrol him for swimming. Haha beside john little de. I forget e shop name le. Haha.. I think baby will be superb cute with float above his shoulders. Haha maybe tis weekend gonna bring him to bugis to pray. :) see how ba.. Dunno hubby free not. :) happy friday to all! :)


if u had read my earlier post, i had mentioned tat my mummy folded stars with wishes for my marriage n motherhood. this is my precious bottle. :) love my mummy :)
wow! Ytd is a superb busy day! Im sorry for my girls who came but cant attend to u all, cos baby is not feelin well cos of his phlegm making him sick. I had to attend to him. Really appreciate for u all to came. Loves. :) Tk for all angbaos n gifts! :) hope u all had a great buffet lunch too. our relatives are so happy n excitied when saw baby rayaan opens his eyes.. For for awhile only cos he very sleepy. Its only a pity tat dasao didnt came but da ge came only. Actually wanna tk Our Toh family photo ,maybe next time ba. Heard from hubby tat she's not free cos she's having chalet with her family. Hmmm.. Never mind la. Next time lor. :) afterall,tk for all those attended. Hope u all enjoyed ytd with e buffet. Hmmm.. Me dun even tk a photo with hubby n baby. Cos baby not feeling well,so dun wanna disturb him. :( just hope for his faster recovery. See him like tis,im worried too. But so far, he did recover abits after consuming chinese herb which is recommended. Hmmm den now can only wait le.
ah gong carry! 啊公抱抱！ :)
HONGBAOS! WOOHOO! :)
There are all baby rayaan's full mth gifts from all those who came. Too many plp,even forget who give wat. Haha so after everyone had left. Sherli n hubby clean up whole place. Me? Wipe baby body n pat him to sleep. :) hubby n sherli are so excited to unwrap those presents bcos its Xmas day.. But it not for them de. Haha really appreciated for those who came. Tks!

Today is 'BABY RAYAAN FULL MTH SHOWER!' I woke up at 8am, boil e herbal for my bath! My mummy bath baby.. N now baby is sleeping later 12 to 5pm, it gonna be superb busy le.. Hehe oh Ya! MERRY XMAS TO ALL! ENJOY YA DAY TODAY TO E FULLEST! :)
Ytd,before hubby went out with frens to Northpoint for 24hrs Hongkong cafe.. It bonding time for daddy n son. Below e photos, is how they bond. Haha whenever hubby face near to baby ,baby will give him a punch on hubby face. N will make sound when hubby sing him sound. Haha superb cute la! E photos i took all so cute. Haha