daddy n son

on 26th nov, baby rayaan day 2. Opened his bright eyes.. Very curious abt what gg on when we're talking abt. :) a smart n gd boy! For babies from newborn to 6mths, their visions is blurred , they only feel secure by listenin to mummy voice n daddy voice. Im now under c-sections after i cant give birth by natural for 9hrs as i only dilated for 5cm. Finally i surrender n choose c-sections cos i dun wanna my prince to suffer by emerging hard tat lil hole. I cried when i saw him,bcos day 1,his head is quite sharp bcos of e hole, he also tryin hard to come out. Now day 2, everything is fine. His head sharpness no more. His health is fine after all checkups. My wound is super pain but all worth it cos my prince had arrived safe n sound. :) tk u all for smsing,tagging ,come n visit us n also those health hampers! Love u all. :) view my prince below:

baby rayaan toh

Proudly present winson n michelle's lil prince Rayaan Toh

Hi all,
Im back from seeing Dr ang..
What i can tell u is im in pain now...
My cousin comapnyed to clinic & now im at hm..preparing to go TMC le..
Cos..baby toh is coming out soon...
really in superb pain now...
shed tears ley...
Everyone..wait for my gd news!

Pray hard for me & baby!

:;Loves::

Hi All!
Baby Toh still dun wanna come out...
So gonna wait....
=) haha..
Cant wait to see my Darling precious baby toh.
=P
Tml wil be gg to see Dr Ang again...
=)
Just watched finish the channal 8
45 Anniversary ...
Wow ! it's so funny & memorable lor...
hehe...
Love it..especially the guo Liang so funny...
Chew chong qing...so cutie...
I love the Dance by zoe tay they all...
so nice...
=)
enjoyed!
Hmm...Everyone...gd nitz Lo!

::Nitz...Nitz...::

yipEEEEEE~!~!~!~
Hus called at 7pm plus & told me ..he will be back hm at 1am plus...
im superb Happy lor...
Early Evening time, i still shed tears lor...
=(
before he called me he will be back...
he smsed me
"Dear dun worry k. I be back before Rayaan come out.
Rest well at hm & dun think too much. i love You."
So sweet right?
Although it's short...I knows he's worried...
Another sweetie things is : -
He will kiss me on my forehead,cheeks,lips every now & then...
dunno when became so Romantic...??
haha...
but i love it!
Ever since im preggy, almost everything he give in to me...
Im really fortunate to hv him..as my lifetime partner,
my only hubby,my bestie...!

Now, we "Toh" & "Kang" family is waiting anxiously
for Baby toh arrival...

For this 38weeks pregnancy,
Wow! i can say..im really an independent Lady...
i do everything myself...
i took bus to interchange to train den walk abt 10mins to office...
[even my hubby also said to me, y u got such energy?]
I said..."Im as strong as my mummy!"
my mummy really is a very hardworking,independent mummy to me...
She loves us more than she loves herself...
She gave us whatever she can...
Just wanna say:
"Mummy, We Love you dearly!"
Another person i wanna say to is :
Jane , our 2nd aunt.
"U're just like our 2nd mummy,
taking care of us,protecting us...
giving us support , giving us golden advices..
to be positive in life...in work...in family...etc
WE Love u too..our MAMA."

Tks everyone...
:: Appreciated::

Our precious Baby Rayaan Toh

Hello all!
Im back from seeing Dr Ang...
now im feeling superb low...sad..
i cried...
:_(
"this is the 1st time i cried...cos hubby not by my side when i needs him most..."

hubby back hm at 4.30am...
Suddenly..he's on activated sailing for operations...at 3pm.
Actually he is waiting for his batch boy to rush back camp tk over him for sailing ..
but too late...
So hubby will only be back at latest sun..
or else is mon...

Dr ang scheduled me to see him at next mon again...
if i have not give birth...
Bcos now im 1cm dilated..
Anytime will give birth...this few days...the earliest...
before Baby Edd...

Im feeling superb emotionals...
But thanks to all the support from my family...
Friends...many many more...
hubby called MIL to tk gd care of me this few days..
when he's not ard
All of them so panicked...
im gan chiong too la...
hehe...

Hopefully , baby toh will wait for Daddy Toh to be back &
get to have our family 1st pic in labour ward!!
[If not, My mummy gonna company me into labour ward le..]

Let me proudly present you, 3D pic of
Winson & Michelle's Precious
Prince Rayaan Toh.
(It's might not be very clear bcos he's facing side way)

Isn't he's cute?

Yeah!
Hubby called ytd 11.45pm..
telling me he will be hm ...
He reached hm at 4.30am..
Bcos he reached Tuas 2amplus...
Wash the ship ..& only allow to leave at 4am.
I waited for him till 3.30am..but cant tk it le..so i slpzzzzz....
haha
Today woke up at 9.30am...
cooked Lunchie...
& now is 12pm plus...
gg to bring marcus for a swim den to Dr Ang there...
Hmmm...Hopefully Get to see Baby toh's Face...
haha ...
Arrrggghhhh! How much i wanna give birth now...
heheh .....
10 more days to go...
Dunno will over Estimated Due date not...
=p
hmmm....
Wish me Gd Luck!

:: Happy Friday ::

::ThuRsDay::

Hubby have not call me from wed till today..
bcos he went sailing..
No receptions.
So gonna wait for him to be back tml...

Hmm..tml i will bring my youngest bro , Marcus
to condo for a swim..den 4pm to Dr Ang there...
=)
hmmm...Everyday at hm so sianz...
Everyone have been asking me..
when baby toh's cuming out..
"I also dunno..." =(
See what Dr Ang's say tml lor...
dunno whether i dilated not...
=) hope yes.
Hope can deliver next week la...
How much i wanna give birth now...
if this week not yet..
Den Sat , Hubby & me will be gg to bugis to pray...

Missing hubby so much....
very Muchy! =(

Gd night everyone...
nitz..nitz...

Yes!
hubby today came back at 4pm.
rested awhile...zoom we went to CWP at 6.30pm...
to have our dinner..& walk walk...
Went to Fu hua to buy tonics for my confinement...
Some items have buy 2liang free 1liang plus 20% off...
Cordyceps - having 20% off too..
Asia Ginseng Slide - 2liang free 1 liang
bei Qi pian - 2liang free 1 liang plus 20% off..
Worth it la...
Bought all this for my confinement...
If not enough , mummy will help me to buy again...
hehe...
Cos only have hubby to help carry so didnt buy too much but cost abt $400.
I think w/o discount, it would be $600+.
hmmm...
I love Hubby!
=)
But sad bcos tml he's sailing again....till fri den back...
Maybe tml bring my youngest bro to watch movie...
hehe...
See 1st ba... =P
Baby ...baby ...baby Toh ...
when when when ...
will u be arriving...mummy & daddy are waiting....
Although im gan chiong bcos his EDD is 1st dec...
but but...wanna see u la...
hehe...
Most impt is u must be healthy...
Mummy Love you..my precious...
=)

Today...
SianZZZZZZZZZz
hubby went to work le...
me..alone at hm again...
=(
NO buffet today...but delay to fri or sat...
Cooked porridge , eating now...
so sianzzz...
Am glad that so many plps are curious whther i gave birth not...
no...baby toh still not ready...
so let's just wait..haha
hmm..hao le...
me gtg think of programmes...
to do entire today...
=)
Wish me happy!
=)

Yipee!
Hubby is coming back lo....
hehe...

Eariler evening , he smsed me & told me that
he's understudy..cant come back .
Tml evening den come back.
Im abit sad la..bcos sunday early mrning till today didnt saw him..as he is sailing..
but to me is what to do?
He's doing his job..& i knew he wanna spent time with me too..

Den at 10.45pm, he called & told me happily..
"Im coming back now."
haha..im also superb ahppy lor...now waiting for him to come back..
hope tml he dun need to work...den we an go eat buffet...
yipEE!
Crab ...crab..im coming...
=P

:: Loving hubby toh & baby toh dearly ::
Muackssssssssss

Gd night everyone....~!

:: SAt & Sun updates ::

Sat (15/11/08)
hubby only back at 1pm plus..
as he is sailing on fri...
=)
slp awhile , watch SCv & went to CWP to ate dinner..
Cwp is the place we always went ..
as i do not wanna go too far with 3kg over baby toh..haha
I will bring him out when he is born...
hehe ...
I wanna bring him go swimming...with the float on his neck..hehe
=)
Den back hm...actually wanna have a nap with Hubby ..
but..hubby dun wanna slp & talk abt his childhood life with
his bestie "Ah beng"...
how are the days they always play..play..play...

We chat till 7pm..& he have to go for his soccer le...
left me at on bed..u guess what im doing...?
I slp La!
haha..hubby said ...y u always left alone..u sure be a piggy de?
haha..i replied..bcos u always left me alone..doin nothing lor...
Den he said : "Ok la..i company u lo.."
"dun act la! wan to go soccer ...go la..im not petty de la...i spent my time bonding with baby toh..slp together lor..."
Hubby give me a smile & said :Silly ley u..but Thank my wifey...muacksss...!"
off he went ...and back hm at 10.45pm with Hokkien Mee & Pratas...
my fav...
hehe


SuN
Today, hubby back to Base again to....
SailiNg!
Will be back on Mon night....
hmm...
sianz...today i went for lunchie with mummy...
we chatted alots of things...
Abt i must always bear when im having confinement...
cos she said ..i will be super pek chek...(unhappy) when im gg to have confinement..
so i must bear ...bear..bear...
Hope not restricted in whatever i do...
Hope hubby will be taking 1 week off after i gave birth...
My mummy to take 2-3days off to look after me & assist hubby in taking care of baby toh...
MIL said she will be taking 2 days after i gave birth to help in my confinement...

As my mummy is only live 1 flr below my In laws hse,
she will prepare 3 meals,
mrning she will cooked for me...bath baby toh for me
(at least 1 week plus until my wound recover "Hope im under normal delivery")
Packed lunchie, dinner in fridge , & i will steam it myself.

I know it will be super hard for her to do all things for my confinement....
but she told me...
It ok de! Baby toh is my grandson too...
:: mummy told me to be appreciate in everything i had now...::
::Do not think too much to make urself unhappy..sad..vexed...::
::she will be available when i need her...::

I told her...after 1 week plus i recover..baby Toh i will tk care myself...
i told her...i can only rely on myself to take care of everything..
anyway, from the start of my peggy...
Im independent in taking care of everything ..
I ate the best for baby toh...giving him all nutrients.. calciums...
Hubby also get involve in my peggy
but due to his change in Ship...after his courses..
He get more sailings plans...Cant help de ..
He is doing his job mah!!
=)

Im independent due to my hardship growing up with my family...
Before im married ..
Im super stubborn...super petty...
but after married...
i changed...i also dunno y...
Even hubby said so...
hahaha
Maybe bcos after married ,
i get to see clearly how much mummy had contributed into us..3 sibiling...
how much she loved us...how much she suffered...
Mama...zhen WEI DA!!!
"now im crying unstoppable..when i wrote all this..."
U will nvr imagine how much i saw my mummy had aged...
my heart felt so pain...
hmmm...
I love my family!
=)

: Yeah! :
Im back from seeing Dr Ang.
TMC's Dec the hospital packages is increasing...
He teaches me to show my unplease to TMc when admission.
Bcos TMc didnt give any letter or give a call to us , letting us to know the increasing in rate...
so gonna teach hubby how to tell the TMC staffs when paying for the hospital amount...
hehe...

Baby Toh still..stil..still..
dun wanna let mummy see his 3D face...
so sad....
But he is increasing in weight...
now is 3.103kgs...
haha..
his head circumfernce is 32.4cm..
hmmm..
Daddy & mummy is still waiting to see baby toh face la..
but he is always covering his face with hands...
:: Naughty...no matter how many times i talk to him...he still wont let me see him..
but nvm ...next week try again... =) ::

hmm... tml gg to buy herbs le...
got to get prepare..
hhhaha...
Gan chiong la...

Anyway...
still baby toh...u have to be healthy & Daddy mummy will be waiting for u...to arrive...
muacksss!!!

Today!
My last day of working...
Tml start my maternity leave lo...
Will be gg to see Dr Ang tml...
hmmm...
im super happy that my colleagues all so good..
they gave me lots of baby stuffs...
what the oldies said are...
"wear those older baby wear before clothing...your baby will grow grow grow too.."
hahha
i believe ...
& i also cant stop myself from buying baby stuffs la...
=)

hubby will company next week cos he no working...yuppiE!

i got 2 things to share...
(1)
ytd i cant get to slp well..
tossing ard...running nose...
& i dream of ..i went to see Dr Ang &
he touched my belly & he said
" Hmm..baby will be arriving by 10+ days"
It seems so real lo...
hahah

(2)
My right leg ankle is so swollen & can even see the veins lor...
Water REtentions la...
u will nvr imagine how swollen are my 2 legs...
hahaha
But y is it must be my last day of working...?
Actually wanna go to tanjong pagar plaza to buy famous muffins for my colleagues who had given me baby stuffs...
but cant walk properly..but limping... =(
Super painful ley...
so cant walk too much to buy le..

hmm...to my surprise, the SMRT staff help me to get a seat in the train...
hahha..must saw me walking limping ba..
hahah
but super sweet action that i will always rem... =)
but didnt get to know his name..bcos after getting the seat for me..he walk out of train le...
Thank u Mr Smrt~!

Hmm...I will miss working la...
enjoyed the day with colleagues...
but now cant walk too much so must rest...
to prepare for my Prince Rayaan Toh to arrive....

"" Arhhh! Cant help to feel gan chiong la "'

Hope Baby toh will let me see his face tml when checking with Dr Ang...
Pls....
My baby~!
Daddy & mummy really wanna see ya face...
:: Be good , be healthy , to grow grow grow , we'll be waiting for you ::
" M U A C K S S "

Hmm...GD afternoon to all..

TOday is a warm day...

im late for work bcos ytd i had false alarm ba...

haha

cant get to slp well..

played music for baby toh & slp beside hubby toh.

Hubby toh had been very shag after his work...

i Love slp beside him..bcos of his cute face when he's aslp.

Maybe due to he is too shag , in the midnight he will say dream words...

hahha

Example : Giving commands.. his working wordinigs etc...

hahha

Aint him cute la~!

hahha

My colleagues had been very good to me..

I just loved them so much too...

Baby toh still have 19more days...

hmm...will he arrive earlier?

hehe ...

Fri shall ask Dr Ang abt it...

I will be having natural birth ...hopefully....

Without edipural. [hope nvr spell wrongly?]

hehe ...

Tml , is my last day working le...

Starting my maternity leave lo...

woohoo~!

Hubby will be company me ... next week....

hope he didnt get to activate suddenly ...

[Pray!]

:: Loving my hubby TOh & baby toh dearly ::

ytd,
Went to bugis with hubby.
Pray & ate dinner at "seafood harvest".
I had my "Baked SAlmon" , huby had his "Seafood pasta"...
Woo~! Delicious...
hahha
Den i had a young coconut drink...
At bugis junction , i saw our wedding album...
there are Bridal fair there...
"Bridal de couture"...
haha...so happy to saw my album there..hehe
=)
hmmm...
today didnt go anywhere...just wanna relax at hm...
cos tml working lo...until thurs...den fri on leave see Gynae.
=)
Starting my Maternity leave from 17/11/08...
happy! happy!
Another 22 days , for baby toh to arrive..
Superb happy & excited!
hehe =P

Im superb happy...today

cos i get to have free lunch at

swissotel merchant court!!

I had Buffet there , a treat by a customer with my collegues ..total 5 of us...

I tasted the Durian Moss!!!

woo hooo!

Delicious...

Wow! this 2 days i've had ate delicious food...

Im so man zu!!!

Xin fu!

=)

baby rayaan is so xin fu too...

hahahhaha

::TMl hubby den will be back....Sianzzz...::

Im feeling tired at wrk now....

boring...wanna slp....

=P

"Why should I reward the pregnant woman for bringing one more life into the world?"

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::Wed, ThurS ::

Wednesday (05/11/2008)
As usual, after hubby give a gd bye kiss in th early morning before he went for work.
Im also on my way to work too.
Nothing unusual, Just felt superb tired. =)
Have a temp staff named : Melvin to cover my job till im work from my maternity leave.
Really dunno y this generations , guy can get so tall..1.8m over..
haha
Maybe bcos same name as my bro, so i cant get along well with him..
=)
I gg to on maternity leave at 13/11/08 le..
hehe...
Dun need to squeeze the bus to get to train..den walk to office...
so tiring...
=P

Back hm after dinner with Mummy,
at 8.30pm.
Rest a while, remove my make up & zoom i went for my bath...
at 9.30pm.
Woohoo!
i tot i get to slp early , i will get a sweet & nice rest..
but i woke up at 2am, bcos felt my body quite Suan...
hmmm

hubby sailing so nvr company me...
miss him whenever i woke up...
bcos when he is not sailing,back hm.. he just beside me..
& his sleeping face is so cute la...
haha..sometimes like a prawn...sometimes open his legs wide.giving me no space ...
etc... & will kiss on his cheeks...bcos he is so cute la..
when he turn over, he will kiss on my forehead & cheeks too..
haha
:: Just love him muchy ::

:: thursday ::
Woke up in 6.15am, my whole body is so suan lo...
but what to do have to work la...
so force myself up & bath lo...
but before bath , i will always drink 500ml plain water...
Out from bathrm, i will make myself a cup of preggy milk...let it cool down..
& proceed to put make up...
=) so vain right..? hahah
no choice la...bcos im too shag le..of nvr put some make up..
my whole face is very tired looking de..
=P
Walk superb slow to work bcos very tired & suan lo...
:: boss on leave so dun care la...late late lo...::
Went for lunchie with laysee,williams & Melvin...
at Duxton hill 40 : Uluru Uluru..
hehe
I had ribeye steak..with tomato soup...
woo...delicious...!
& guess what ...
laysee & melvin had to rush back to office bcos we are late le..2.30pm le...
hahah
so laysee told me to take my time slowly walk to office...
wow! time walking from uluru to office took me 20mins ley...
i walk to a fruit stall to buy a drink "honeydew milkshake"
den proceed to walk to office...
hai!! superb hot la the weather...
im TOTALLY SHAGGED from walking....
hahah

After work , went to AMK hub met up with my sexy... Jingwen..
to Newyork newyork...
Im very ull..so just ordered a waffer with ice-cream & peachs...
hmm..but didnt eat finish cos too sweet..
hehe
jingwen said , wow! ur tummy very big la..like balloon..hahaha
got water retentions but you doesnt gain lots of weight arh!
hahha
ya...My whole body is water...
haha..especially my legs...im bloated..haha
but im happy!
Bcos my baby rayaan arriving lo....
=)
yipee!!!!!

:: missing Hubby Toh bcos he will only be back at Sat::
=( hmmmmm...
"GD night everyone"
=)
"Sweet dreams!"

Baby Toh is 36wks 2days lo...

i will be on maternity leave on 14/11/08 afternoon

bcos 14/11/08 gg to see dr Ang.

woohoo~!

prepare myself ready & rest well at hm...

hmm..gg to watch new movie in Pipi...

hehe ...

but still quite gan chiong abt it ..

bcos hubby wont be at hm with me if he got sailing...duty...

hmmm...

** Gd afternoon all ** =)

Hubby today on duty till SAt den comes back...

so sat gg to bugis...pray....

As sunday , he's gg for his soccer.

haha...

Hubby,ytd said...

"I felt so xin fu!"

i asked "y"

Bcos "u're a gd wife whom wont complains i on duties...play soccer...even i cant get to company u to gynae ...u also wont angry..."

"Bcos it's ur job! I know u wanted to company me

too..but due to work commitments...no choice...

i understand de =) , anyway, im still active...when no one is at hm , i do housework, wash clothes, hang clothes, have time will cook some breakfast, lunchie for u & family..i enjoyed all this.

sometimes i throw temper is bcos wanted to tease you to get ur attentions..haha.. as ur face will show some funny patterns de..haha.

Im xin fu too bcos u understand me too.."

:: He hugged me & kissed on my cheek said : Thank you! I love you..laopo ::

haha...this is what i want from ya...my dear hubby... =)

So mushy right...

haha

Now , awaiting for baby toh to arrival & awaiting for our hse in 2-3yrs time...

Im a Xinfu de Nu ren!!! =)

Hi all!

Me is back!

Haha..

today , went to see Dr Ang.

Baby toh now is abt 2.735kg in my tummy...

ithink when birth he is abt 3kg ++ ba..

haha..

no wonder, i felt so tired after walking a while plus..

my legs will be red when i stand too long..

bcos of Water retentions..

haha..

hao le ..end of my report..

me gtg drink milo with biscuits & zzz i go with baby toh & hubby toh...

:; GD night!!1::

Helo! Everyone...
Long time no updates le...
hahha
been busy in works & felt so tired every passing day after work..
Ytd..slp at 10pm sharp after bathing...
Woke up at 3am & headache...
eat a slice of bread & eat 1 pill of painkiller
prescribed by my doc which is safe for me & baby toh.
when to slp & woke up at 7am..
headache getting worse...
so i sit up & lay on my bed cushions.
till i sleep..
dun wanna eat painkiller anymore..to cure it...
Woke up at 10am & cook some porridge...
Sleep a while cos still feeling headache...
haizz...dunno what wrong!
=(
hubby back at 3pm ...
i also wake up to surf abit of internet lor...
Go into my photobucket to use the scrapblog to create some cutie pics.
haha..
i had created some cutie pics for my senior's son...Ashton..
haha..
Hubby said , i very Bo liao..
Den i told him..when i on maternity from 17th nov,
i think i will create more of it..
hahah
Let's take a look::

ytd off work lo..in lift so bo liao to tk
my shaggy pics...

My 35weeks 4days
Baby Toh

My baby toh drawers...
the mickey & minnie stickers i bought it at $1 only..
hehee

Bought this ytd at watson...
It's having offer ...
actually 1 box is $47.30..
however now is 2 boxes for the price of 1~!!!!

Bought Baby toh's shoes at Tanjong pagar Link at
Little Feet..
It's having offer !
$8 only...
this is his 3rd shoes from Little Feet
=)

Going to Eat Chilli Crab at thomas there...with Kelvin & his wifey...
yipeee!
Long time no eat le...
chilli Crabs here i comes...
Heard from My senior that crabs had lots of calcium so here i comes lo.......