Sad Day =(

Michelle is Sad !

Why ?

Yesterday, is my 1st time being so Fierce to

My precious Rayaan .

I've Cried ...Sadly too...

Rayaan at this age,will tends

to do whatever Adults did infront of him.

He's active, n have mind of curiosity..

He saw what adults did,

& see nothing's wrong by doing that..
He's also wanna try.

I have been a very patient mummy to him ...

Because i carry him in my tummy for more than 9mths, 

I experienced all the movements when he's in my tummy growing healthy, big..

I experienced the pain in Labour..

All this only Mummy (ourselves) knew.

I dote, I love Rayaan more than anyone.

but I will teach Rayaan in the way of teaching him

by telling him

what is wrong & why is it wrong to do so.

When he did right things, i will praise him. .

He understand what i said.

But being a 2yrs old child,

he's needs to be reminds again & again..

countlessly.

But seriously , at his age of 2 , he's picking things fast.

I've always tell my hubby ,

Rayaan gets excitied whenever

he's saw us back hm from work..

he will smile widely & loudly with his cheerful face.

He wants our attentions & he loves to play with us .

Please be more patients with Rayaan ,

He's only a 2 yrs old child..

He needs to be reminds countlessly.

=(

Michelle , you've gonna be strong ,

& be much more patients than anyone else.

In life have been so stressed ..why let this problems pulls you down ?

 Work is stress, relationships is stress...

Loved one (Dad) have passed away..

what more pains , tough paths you have not gone through?

They don't understand your pains, don't understand your stress

bcos they have not gone through what you have been...

I'm satisfied that I have my hubby , my Rayaan & my 2nd baby ...

so, YOu dont think that what you did behind my back..

can defeats me..!

I know plp tends to side you more than me ...

but im clear conscience...

P/s : I just wanna have peace...